I'm who I am

I am honestly respect on how man's brain works. If they don't like it, they won't do it. Unlike us women, we are over-thinker and tolerant. We even do things to impress people we don't like. We tend to think a lot, do a lot and suffer a lot. We always have "what if" and because we are fragile, we think of others too. We don't want them to be hurt without knowing their true feelings. I have things that I hate about myself, even I literally hate certain things from my head to toe. But I still choose to love myself again and again. Sometimes I try to be bold, but I tend to keep walking to the same path that hurts me again and again......

A re you planning to go on a road trip to Ipoh for the weekend and you are a dessert lover like me?   Then definitely you are at the right place, I've listed down a few dessert cafes that you can drop by to satisfy your sweet tooth cravings.   Mykōri Dessert Cafe   👉    9, Jln Meru Bestari A8, 30020 Ipoh, Perak View this post on Instagram Dessert #kasthurisfooddiary A post shared by Kasthuri Somasundram (@kasthuri_24) on May 10, 2019 at 8:42T View this post on Instagram Mango yogurt 😍💕💕💕 #kasthurisfooddiary A post shared by Kasthuri Somasundram (@kasthuri_24) on May 10, 2019 at 9:42am PDT Big Mom Beancurd 靓妈豆花店   👉22-24, Jalan Yang Kalsom, Taman Jubilee, 30250 Ipoh, Perak View this post on Instagram Beancurd and soy milk #foodie #foodphotography #kasthurisfooddiary #beancur...

Things that I'm doing in my 30's are nothing much different if compared to my late 20's, especially during this pandemic. It has limited my activities, but on another side, it has increased my anxiety. I become more restless, feeling extreme fatigue, excessive worries, having difficulties with my sleep, mental breakdown..... the list can keep going . Every stage of life has taught me different life lessons. All those life experiences have molded me into who I am today. Life in my late 20's is not as pleasant as it should be. It was a super-duper crazy roller coaster ride. I do enjoy the view on the peak of it but in the meantime, I hate those bumpy rides that make me throw up sometimes  most of the time.  Recently, I found myself getting very sensitive to all those little things that happen around me.  It's so hard for me to understand what is actually running on my head most of the time. Hope next year I will found the purpose and keep rocking no matter what. ...

W e tend to take everything for granted in our life. Sometimes we will just keep on complaining but we will never take a second to seat back and thank the little good things that happened in our daily life. This post is to thank those people in my life who always want the best for me. I count them as my BIGGEST BLESSING. The birthday weekend was full of surprises. Le' BFFs drove from KL to Ipoh secretly to spend some quality time with me and my family for the weekend.  23/2/2020 - Surprise Pre-Birthday Dinner  This bunch of human blindfolded me and drove a few kilometres extra to this restaurant called Little Elephant just not far away from my house for my pre-birthday dinner. Another surprise was another human that I call Anne drove all the way from KL to join us for dinner.   R  ight after the dinner, they all went back to KL (as they told me). For a second right after they left I felt like my birthday is actually coming ...

- another short getaway with a group of favourite people for a food hunt or I shall just name this post as my Birthday getaway?  February has been my favourite month always, but this year things never went that easy in my favourite month. I've submitted my resign letter, finals, being unsure about the things that I'm going to do after my resignation, how am I going to pay my monthly bills after quitting my job  (adulthood ) ..... lots of things were running on my mind and it was a super stressful month in the beginning. Until this one trip that made all the hard time worth it and made this month as a BLESSING.  This trip has been on my bucket list for a long time, I was always planning to make it happen but unfortunately always postponed for some reasons. But glad we made it happen this time on our hectic schedule. Without thinking much we just got the train tickets and everything next  got to happen just like that.  Even we packed our luggage on th...