There is Life After Love Failure.. There is Love After Love Failure...

What does Relationship really meant?

Why should everything go sweet at the start?

And why does it gives a lot of pain in the last?

When a 5 years relationship came to the end it's really so damn pain .

I don't even knew is it he felt the same as mine ?

I thought I am a good and understanding girlfriend but at last he proved me that I was wrong .

A lot of broken promises, a lot of hidden secrets & a lot of lies.

Is it my fault to believe in him so much?

Is it my fault to ask for a better future for both of us?

Is it my false for always with him on his up & down moments and encouraged him ?

Is it my false to get disappointing every time?

Is it my false for being selfish to have him (all mine no sharing) ?

Or I should blame myself for hoping for a little love in return for all my sacrifices?

I'm also just an ordinary girl that dreams of a happy ending
as those in fairy tales that I read during my childhood.
I am not asking for a prince charming with his white horse,
but a gentleman who willing loves me until the end of his life.

Comments

Maple Shuh Hong said…

Hi, Kasthru. ur this poem somehow so smooth and so lovely. I hope u won't get hurt anymore =)

March 13, 2014 at 10:21 PM

deepak said…

Hi kasturi don't worry be happy every thing will be OK

August 8, 2014 at 12:52 AM

deepak said…

Don't worry everything will be OK be happy

August 8, 2014 at 8:51 PM

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